Hello everyone that used to care about me.. and maybe still does^^
i'm finally back with some VERY GOOD news^^
hurrah^^
nehows... i'm nearly finished with my bloody stuides in this f-ked up hole "AUSTRALIA" and would leave asap^^
going back to taiwan and meeting up with old friends... and most IMPORTANT of all.....
i'm gonna be engaged.....
OMG~~
isnt that great news?? lol.. i know the german psycho guy would think i'm mad... cept.. meh... it's a good feeling^^
i hope everyone finds someone they really truly love and end up with something gooood^^

PS: was reading my journals from before.... kinda bought my thoughts back to my life.... was i more mature b4? or am i more mature now?? its kinda hard to determain....
some thoughts from b4 seems more deeply troubled?? and other thoughts now seems less worried.... what am i ?? a bloody idiot with too much time?? or am i just too stupid to understand the meaning of life?? maybe its both... maybe its everything.....

driving to work the other day.... i was stareing out the car.... looked at everything.... seen all the happiness and sadness of mankind....
the laughter of friends.... the tear of happiness... ofcause.. there's also the the cries of desperation.....(mainly coz the bus driver was a prik) lol.... but.. maybe that is life.... is it not??